Wow..It is senior year!

Wow, its finally here. The time i've been waiting for since i first enrolled in preschool at Community high in Walled Lake. I don't believe it was actually a highschool when i attended it but it definatley is now. I am a senior. Class of 07' baby! Were half way done now which means only a few more months til k-12 ends, and i move forward with my life, college. I plan to attend Michigan State University and study business. If business doesn't end up hitting the spot, i'll probably end up switiching my major to teaching. As of right now, it is too soon to determine what i will do. I don't actually feel ready for college yet. Since about 6th grade i thought college was going to be the best thing ever. I mean think about it, no parents, no rules, you don't have to go to school. Its like a dream come true. Then i thought more about it as the years went by and as college got closer and i began to think, wow, no money. Am i ready for college? Well its almost here and i still really don't know if i am truley ready or not. I'm eighteen years old and only work during the summer. I work full time over the summer, but i don't work at all over the school year. I like to try to focus all my attention on school work and thats why i don't work through out the school year. This year seems different now. I don't concentrate that much on school because i believe i was infected with this disease everyone is talking about called senioritis. Its actually quite serious. Sometimes, i can't even get out of bed to go to school. I'm really thinking about consulting a physician. Although school seems pointless to me now, i still go and keep my grades up. Being a senior, is huge. Your like the top dog of the school. So much more freedom, so many more opportunities and you just walk all over the place like you the "shit". Its really to bad, that next year, we have to start all over as freshman again and this time its gonna hit you hard. I have no idea what to expect when i get to college. I've heard all the horror stories about having to walk everywhere, which isn't such a bad thing except when its pouring rain outside or if your taking a hike in 10 feet of snow. And how bout those dorms. I can just imagine how clusterphobic i will be in the 10 by 12 feet rooms! AHH! I guess i'll manage somehow. Well Its senior year, and i'm not ready for it to end quite yet. I'm hoping these last couple months will get me somewhat ready for college and ready to move on with my life. Viking for life i guess.